Wow, after a whole week of stress from school and from the killer acquaintance party at our dorm I AM HOME! This week was fun and tiring at the same time and there are too many stories to tell and if I go on blabbing this entry will be in coherent. Hainaku. I’ll do this point by point.
- It has been only one month since school started and I am already dying for a long break. School has been and will always be tiring. Maawa naman kayo sa amin, mga dakilang guro. I have a lab report due every week, and my group is presenting our data next week, good luck to us. Sa math naman¸ the administration should consider purchasing buckets for the classroom. One bucket per student. You wondering what the buckets are for? They’re for the nosebleed you get from not understanding what the teacher says. Yeah sure, you see them solve the equations on the blackboard and then we copy them on our notebooks. Then what? Well, basically you stare at them after class. Then you stare some more. And then after 3 long hours, that’s the time you actually get what the teacher was blabbing about a few hours ago. And then you give yourself a big mental smack on the forehead, telling yourself HOW COME YOU DIDN’T GET THAT PART THIS MORNING. Hello?!
- And it’s not just school that is a challenge. Even waking up to go to class is a challenge. Imagine having your dorm on a mountain, with a very humongous amount of trees during rainy season. GOOD LUCK NALANG TALAGA SA PAG-GISING. If you think it’s hard enough to wake up on ordinary days when you lack sleep, well it’s even harder when the temperature’s really low, yung mala aircon ang banat! Your body will contradict what mind wants to do. Kahit gusto ng utak mo na bumangon, tatawad nalang 15 mins. Good thing God made roommates to wake me upwake me up.
- The best party ever and acquaintance party ng dorm. Nakakaloko. Super saya!
- I didn’t sleep last Wednesday. Haha. The dorm party lasted ‘til four in the morning and some of us actually deduced the fact that if we go to sleep we wouldn’t get the chance to go our first class (mine was 8 am). So we didn’t sleep, and we were all “alive” only because there was coffee provided for us. Haha, our bloodstreams were half-half, half blood – half caffeine. So basically, I went to class, SABOG. Haha, weird coincidence is that, my seatmate also didn’t go to sleep that night/morning. Malas nga lang, nagpabonus quiz si sir. Haha. Durog.
- And I forgot to say, during the 10 minute ride from my dorm, I was asleep inside the jeep. Kamusta naman ang puyat!
- That afternoon, I learned the most devastating information so far. I will not be able to celebrate my birthday at home even if it was on a Friday. That week will be our physics fair, and it’s normally held on weekends. And I was seriously hoping that I’d get the chance, after 2 years, to celebrate my birthday with my family. Eh hindi eh. Ah kawawa.
- Last thought: I never thought a guy so blatantly honest about his way with girls cannot, I REPEAT, CANNOT, admit that he now has feelings (no, not for me) for a friend. Sheeze man, wala ka bang guts!? Now I am caught dead, between two friends. One who is trying so hard to figure out the other that she opens up every single bit of confusion to me (which not disturbs me and confuses me as well) and the other one trying so hard to I don’t know whether to hide/express his feelings to the one he always liked who shares many things with me even his way with girls but couldn’t admit the fact that he has actually MET HIS MATCH. I specifically remember telling him a few months back, "tol isang araw makakahanap ka rin ng katapat". And everybody knows, he didn’t have to look that far.
Shet na buhay to. Kwento ng iba apektado ako. Ang bait ko talangang kaibigan.
